Peace

I had a realization that his life does not make nor revolve around mine. I think that’s why I was so stuck in a situation where I ultimately never mattered. And being stuck in that position was uncomfortable. I questioned my importance, my worth, my love. I thought that I was doing everything wrong and I tried tirelessly to figure out the right thing to do.

For at least 5 months I was uncomfortable. Still thinking about everything that transpired. This is my first time speaking on it. Writing it out, making it come alive. I’m glad, for the sake of my happiness, that I am free. Sometimes uncomfortableness is needed for us to realize our true feelings. If I lost anything, I lost my ability to be so gullible and unwavering in understanding this human being. I gained my self worth back, the love for myself back. I was at a dark place but I can say now that my light has shone.

It may get a little clouded sometimes, that’s a natural effect, but I stay shining. And I radiate my spirit effortlessly.